Even when I'm eating...
I'm still crying over you....
I'm holding myself back..
Refraining from talking to you..
But I still miss you...
Oh.My.God.

Tried to have a usual long nap..
Just to wake up after only a while to think about YOU *cries*

My hour of darkness has begun...

Haih..
I can't stop thinking about you...
I keep ask myself what did I do wrong? *cries*

Still you..
I dreamt about the time we're cheerful and happy together..
This is all so sudden I just can't believe that it's even happening...
In the end.. I'm the one who lost it...

Why are you being like this?

Why?
I'm just wishing you the best...
Yet, you push me away....
So cruelly...
Why are you treating me this cruelly??
WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS TO ME?!?!

I really don't know what to do...
I miss you a lot....
I still can't forget about you..
What can I do?
I lost you so suddenly that my life seems meaningless...
:'(